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A Summer Solstice Tarot Reflection

The Summer Solstice is one of the most sacred and energetically charged moments on the wheel of the year. Arriving on June 21, 2026, it marks the point at which the sun reaches its highest and most powerful position in the sky, pouring its light and warmth upon the earth with a fullness that will not come again until another year has turned.

Across centuries and cultures, the Summer Solstice has been honored as a time of peak solar energy, abundance, and divine fire. Ancient peoples built stone circles, lit bonfires on hilltops, and gathered in ceremony to celebrate the sun at its zenith. From Stonehenge to the pyramids of Egypt, from the Norse celebration of Midsommar to the Slavic feast of Ivan Kupala, human beings have always understood that this moment carries something extraordinary. The sun is not merely a physical body. It is a symbol of consciousness, of the life force that animates everything, of the light we carry within ourselves.

Spiritually, the Summer Solstice is associated with full awakening. If the Winter Solstice represents the seed planted in darkness, the Summer Solstice is the flower in full bloom. It is the moment when what has been growing within us stands fully revealed in the light. Nothing is hidden. Everything is illuminated. This is why so many spiritual traditions associate the Solstice with truth, clarity, and the courage to be seen.

It is also, paradoxically, a moment of surrender. The sun reaches its peak and then, almost immediately, begins its slow return toward darkness. The Solstice teaches us that even at our most brilliant, even when we are shining most fully, there is a natural turning point. There is wisdom in knowing when to let go of striving and simply rest in what has been created. This is not defeat. It is the sacred rhythm of all living things.

And honestly? It feels like the perfect time to return to writing here. This year, the Hanged Man kept finding me in readings, a card I once viewed with unease, and I finally started listening to what it was trying to tell me. The Hanged Man doesn’t speak of defeat. He speaks of surrender, of willingly stepping back to gain a perspective you simply cannot find while rushing forward. That’s exactly what this past season has felt like for me, and why returning to this space now feels so right.

Looking Back Before Moving Forward

Can you believe we’re already halfway through the year?

January arrived with big goals and fresh energy. Then life happened. Some plans moved forward beautifully. Others took unexpected detours. The Solstice gives us a natural moment to check in without judgment.

Ask yourself:

  • What have I accomplished since January?
  • What lessons have I learned?
  • What am I ready to leave behind?

Tarot is wonderful for exactly this kind of reflection. Sometimes the cards remind us we’ve made more progress than we’ve given ourselves credit for. Other times they gently reveal where we’re holding ourselves back. Either way, the conversation is always worth having.

The Hanged Man: A Card for This Moment

In the Rider Waite Smith tradition, the Hanged Man is depicted suspended upside down from a living tree, his expression calm and serene rather than distressed. He has chosen this position willingly. One leg is crossed behind the other, forming a figure four, a symbol of stability and groundedness even in an unconventional posture. A halo of light surrounds his head, suggesting illumination gained through stillness.

The Hanged Man is numbered 12 in the Major Arcana, placing him between Justice and Death, two cards deeply concerned with truth and transformation. His position in the deck is no accident. He is the necessary pause before profound change.

When the Hanged Man appears in a reading, he is rarely asking you to struggle harder or move faster. He is inviting you to do the opposite. To wait. To observe. To release the need to control outcomes. The wisdom he offers is this: sometimes the most powerful thing you can do is nothing at all, and trust that clarity will come.

At the Summer Solstice, when the sun holds its breath at the peak of the sky before beginning its slow return, the Hanged Man feels especially relevant. Both ask us to honor the pause. Both remind us that stillness is not stagnation. It is preparation.

A Simple Summer Solstice Spread

Try this three-card pull to connect with the Solstice energy:

  • Card One: What Has Blossomed? Growth and wins from the first half of the year.
  • Card Two: What Needs Releasing? Habits, fears, or beliefs keeping you stuck.
  • Card Three: Where Should I Focus Next? Guidance and opportunities for the months ahead.

Take your time. Sometimes the message arrives instantly. Other times it unfolds over a day or two.

When the Cards Challenge You

Not every reading brings comfortable cards, and that’s okay.

A difficult card isn’t a punishment. It’s simply pointing to something that needs attention, healing, or a fresh perspective. Some of my most valuable readings have been the ones that challenged me most. The Hanged Man himself is proof of that. On the surface he looks like a card of being stuck. Look deeper, and he is one of the most spiritually rich cards in the entire deck.

The cards aren’t here to judge us. They’re here to help us grow.

A Few Journaling Prompts to Close

After your reading, sit with these:

  • Which card felt most significant, and why?
  • What am I being encouraged to release?
  • Where in my life might the Hanged Man’s wisdom apply right now?
  • What one action can I take this week to move forward?

Even a few honest sentences in your journal can become something meaningful to look back on.

The Second Half Is Still Unwritten

No matter what the first six months have looked like, you have the opportunity to shape what comes next. The light is at its peak. The Hanged Man reminds us to breathe it in before we move.

I’m so glad to be back sharing this space with you. Whether you’ve been here for years or just found your way here, thank you for being part of this community.

How are you honoring the Summer Solstice this year? I’d love to hear in the comments.

Blessings,
Kim
Kim’s Esoteric Tarot Journals

The STAR – Hope and Possibilities

The Star card signals hope and possibilities. Something that we are in desperate need of during this pandemic. We are all forced globally to deal with the COVID 19 virus threat and the impact it may have on ourselves, family members and friends if contracted. For those who serve as first line responders such as law enforcement officers, deputies, state troopers, deputies, federal agents, school resource officers,emergency medical technicians, paramedics, rescuers, firefighters, military personnel, sanitation workers, public works, grocery store clerks, liquor store workers, metro transit personnel, and any other person who heads out of the safety of their homes to provide a service I salute you. The COVID 19 virus does not discriminate based on social economic status and so we are all in this together.

So where does the power of the STAR tarot card come in? During stressful times which may be prolonged; its important to remain hopeful and focus on all of the possibilities that your life has to offer. Although sometimes the days may seem dark it is important to remain calm and stay focused on your well being.  Set your mind on any goals that you may have and if If you don’t have any goals, this would be a good time to identify some. Many people have lost their jobs and may be having difficulty making ends meet. The STAR card asks that you stay calm, remain hopeful and consider any possibilities that may be available to you such as unemployment, food banks, 401k withdrawals, and personal loans from family and friends. During this time, it’s important to have faith and trust that a new day will dawn and things will eventually return to normal.
I hope that everyone stays safe! What are you thoughts on the STAR card?

The Major and Minor Arcana in Love and Relationship Tarot Readings

Hello my faithful readers. I just read a wonderful blog by Lisa Frideborg of Love Dove Tarot. In this particular blog, Lisa provides insight in to the roles that the Major and Minor arcana tarot cards play in love and relationship readings. Enjoy!

Pamela Colman Smith 1903 – The Green Sheaf

Another wonderful article regarding Pamela Coleman Smith illustrator of the Rider Waite Tarot Deck. Thank You Mary K. Greer!

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I just had to add this additional piece from The Reader: An Illustrated Monthly Magazine, September, 1903, p. 331-332. (note: date corrected).

PCS-1904 The Reader Magazine

MISS Pamela Coleman Smith was born of American parents in London, where her father was at the time engaged in business. On both sides her forebears exhibited in some degree the tendencies which have brought Miss Smith to the front in literary and artistic circles. One may say that from her mother she derived an intense, individual creative desire, which very early in life began to satisfy itself in a curious sort of drawing, later developed into the style already so well known, especially in England. While she was still a child the family removed to the island of Jamaica, where she lived seven years. During the time her chief diversion, outside her drawing, was learning the West Indian negro folk-tales. A volume of this folk-lore was…

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Pamela Colman Smith 1912 – correspondences

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With these later news articles it becomes apparent how much of Pamela Colman Smith’s work has been lost. We find a tendency among the reporters to “damn with faint praise” as Pixie moves out of the realm of neighborhood parlour entertainment and begins to be taken seriously by people like Alfred Stieglitz—always dangerous for a woman of the time. I’ve placed Pixie’s paintings-to-music here rather than in my 1907 post (when she began exhibiting them) because these news articles are more slanted toward her musical works. See also this article in Current Literature on “Pictured Music.”

Stieglitz purchased quite a few of Pixie’s paintings, which Georgia O’Keefe sold off separately soon after he died—despite his desire, stated in his will, to keep them together—amid some speculation that a decades-old jealousy was involved. The Delaware Art Museum has a few in of her works in their collection and produced an exhibit in 1975 curated by Melinda Boyd Parsons (she wrote the catalog and…

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Pamela Colman Smith 1907 – story teller

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“Once in a long before time before Queen Victoria came to reign over we . . .”

This post features newspaper articles from Pixie’s 1907 visit to New York where she concentrated on presenting her Jamaican folk tales along with recitations of old English ballads and poetry by Yeats. Waite made it clear that “one other” had helped in the creation of the Tarot deck and from the accounts in these papers it is clear that she knew Yeats well. Separately I’ve learned that around this time she performed some recitals with Florence Farr, who taught Tarot to Golden Dawn initiates.

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“never in the least bound down by the traditions”
Sat., Jan. 12, 1907

Miss Pamela Colman Smith, some of whose very interesting pictures are now being exhibited across the river, at 291 Fifth avenue, has recently returned to this country, after several years spent in England. Miss Smith had a…

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Pamela Colman Smith: “out of the heart of the Heights”

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“She has always been strange. There is not a page of her life, not an incident, that is not overflowing with romance.”

Pamela Smith in Private Live 1904

I’ve just discovered a lengthy article about Pamela Colman Smith in The Brooklyn Daily Eagle. New York, Tuesday, November 1, 1904. It gives many details of her large Brooklyn family (much of which I’ve left out) and describes her in terms of a hometown girl. Accompanying the article was this photograph of PCS as a very young girl.

“Winsome Witchery in London Drawing Rooms”

“Remarkable Success of a Height Girl in folk-Lore Tales”
“A Remarkable Personality”
“Pamela Coleman Smith, Closely Related to Many Prominent Brooklyn Families, and Her Strange Career”

In London drawing rooms the enthusiasm and the fashion of the hour is Pamela Coleman[sic] Smith, who, in a brilliant frock of orange with a red turban, sits on a board with two lighted candles in front of her and…

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The Grave of Arthur Edward Waite

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Waite's grave

Waite__1910Many people have been incensed by the lack of a known grave for Pamela Colman Smith, artist of the Rider-Waite-Smith Tarot. But how many people have made pilgrimage to the gravesite of Arthur Edward Waite? Please let us know if you have. It turns out that Waite lived in his later years and died not far from where Pixie Smith drew many of the cards for their mutual deck. For those who are interested go HERE for the location and some pictures of his grave. At least you can have a virtual look at the place where he was buried. Photo by Julia&Keld

ADDED: On the end of Waite’s grave are the words “Est Una Sola Res.” Someone asked me what these words meant. “There is only One Thing.” But, I’ll let Waite himself explain his understanding of this phrase, from his book The Hidden Church of the Holy Grail, published the same year as…

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The Four of Swords

four-of-swords-swords-minor-arcana-rider-waite-tarotThis morning I pulled the four of swords from the tarot card deck.   What a perfectly fitting card for the day! The four of swords indicates a person who retreats to take a much-needed rest which can eventually lead to healing if needed.  However, the four of swords for me indicated that I needed to slow down for the day, relax and meditate. In essence give my self a mental break!  That’s exactly what I did.  I enjoyed the rainy day in my pajamas and watched movies on cable all day.  I believe the last time I did that might have been three years ago!

This card is a reminder that we need to take a moment out of our busy schedules and replenish ourselves mentally.  The four of swords can also symbolize retreating and allowing yourself to recover from whatever ails you.   What this card mean for you!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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The Ten of Cups Reversed

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Last night I worked on setting up my Esoteric Tarot Journals blog.  It is still very much a work in progress but I wanted to get started with my first blog.   I will be recording my overall thoughts, about the … Continue reading