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The Major Arcana: Walking the Fool’s Journey

Whenever I teach someone to read tarot, we always start in the same place. Not with meanings, not with spreads, but with structure. A full tarot deck has 78 cards. Twenty-two of those belong to the Major Arcana, and the remaining fifty-six make up the Minor Arcana, divided into four suits: Cups, Pentacles, Swords, and Wands. Those suits deal with the mundane, day-to-day events of life, and I’ll save them for next time. Today, I want to slow down and really sit inside the Major Arcana, because these twenty-two cards are the heart of the deck and they deserve to be understood properly, not just memorized. For consistency, everything here follows the Rider-Waite tarot, the most widely used deck and the foundation most modern readers learn from first.

The Major Arcana cards are numbered 0 through 21, beginning with The Fool and ending with The World. Traditionally, this sequence is read as a single continuous story called the Fool’s Journey, in which The Fool moves through a series of archetypal lessons and, by card 21, arrives at a sense of completion and integration, having lived through every stage the story has to teach.

This is really the key difference between the two halves of the deck. The Minor Arcana describes the mundane, day-to-day events of life: a conversation, a decision, a mood that’s moving through you this week. The Major Arcana describes something larger than any single event. These cards point to major life events, defining moments, and turning points, the kind of shifts that mark a real before and after in a person’s life. When a Major Arcana card shows up in a reading, I always tell my clients to sit up a little straighter. It’s a sign that something significant is unfolding, not a passing circumstance but a deeper current running underneath it.

The Fool’s Journey, Card by Card

Here is each of the twenty-two Major Arcana cards in order, along with a brief sense of what each one is asking of you.

0. The FoolNew beginnings. The start of something. Innocence, a leap of faith, the willingness to begin without knowing exactly where the road leads.

I. The MagicianManifestation. You already have what you need. This card speaks to willpower, resourcefulness, and the ability to turn intention into action.

II. The High PriestessKnowing. A call inward. Intuition, mystery, and the wisdom that comes from listening rather than chasing answers.

III. The EmpressAbundance. Creativity, fertility in every sense of the word, and a deep connection to the natural world.

IV. The EmperorAuthority. Structure and stability. This card asks you to lead, to build something solid, to take responsibility.

V. The HierophantTradition. Belief and learning. Often points to institutions, mentors, or the value of those who came before you.

VI. The LoversUnion. Choice and alignment. Not always romantic, this card is fundamentally about the joining of two things into one.

VII. The ChariotWillpower. Determination and drive, the discipline it takes to move forward through conflicting forces.

VIII. StrengthCourage. Not brute force, but patience, compassion, and the gentle taming of our own inner wildness.

IX. The HermitIntrospection. Withdrawal for the sake of clarity. Solitude and the search for your own inner light.

X. Wheel of FortuneCycles. Change and turning points. A reminder that life moves and that nothing stays fixed forever.

XI. JusticeTruth. Cause and effect. Fairness, and the consequences of our choices finally coming due.

XII. The Hanged ManSurrender. A pause. A new perspective, the wisdom that sometimes comes only from letting go of control.

XIII. DeathTransformation. An ending that makes room for something else. Release, and the closing of a chapter so a new one can begin.

XIV. TemperanceBalance. Patience and moderation, the slow blending of opposites into something harmonious.

XV. The DevilBondage. Attachment and temptation, the parts of ourselves we haven’t yet looked at directly.

XVI. The TowerUpheaval. The collapse of what was never built on solid ground often follows real clarity.

XVII. The StarHope. Renewal and faith, a quiet sense that things are beginning to mend.

XVIII. The MoonIllusion. The realm of the subconscious. Intuition, and the things that only become clear once we stop demanding logic from them.

XIX. The SunJoy. Vitality and confidence, a return to warmth after a long stretch in the dark.

XX. JudgementAwakening. A reckoning. Reflection on the past, and a calling toward whatever comes next.

XXI. The WorldCompletion. Wholeness and fulfillment, the satisfaction of a long journey finally coming full circle.

In the weeks ahead, I’ll be giving each of these twenty-two cards its own dedicated post, with more of the imagery, symbolism, and personal reading experience there simply isn’t room for here. Consider this list your map. The deeper conversations are coming.

The Major Arcana isn’t twenty-two separate ideas to memorize. It’s one long, spiraling story about becoming, one we move through again and again throughout our lives rather than just once. So when you see a Major Arcana card in your own reading, try asking where in the Fool’s Journey it sits. Are you near the beginning, full of potential like The Fool or The Magician? In the middle of the harder lessons, somewhere around The Devil or The Tower? Or closer to the end, settling into the wisdom of The Star, The Sun, or The World? That question alone will tell you more about your reading than any keyword list ever could.

Next time, we’ll turn to the other half of the deck. I’ll walk you through the Minor Arcana, suit by suit, so you can see how the daily details of Cups, Pentacles, Swords, and Wands fill in the texture beneath these bigger Major Arcana lessons.

Kim’s Esoteric Tarot Journals

Tarot card circle showing The Fool's Journey wit watercolor flowers .

Welcome Back to Kim’s Esoteric Tarot Journal

A Summer Solstice Tarot Reflection

The Summer Solstice is one of the most sacred and energetically charged moments on the wheel of the year. Arriving on June 21, 2026, it marks the point at which the sun reaches its highest and most powerful position in the sky, pouring its light and warmth upon the earth with a fullness that will not come again until another year has turned.

Across centuries and cultures, the Summer Solstice has been honored as a time of peak solar energy, abundance, and divine fire. Ancient peoples built stone circles, lit bonfires on hilltops, and gathered in ceremony to celebrate the sun at its zenith. From Stonehenge to the pyramids of Egypt, from the Norse celebration of Midsommar to the Slavic feast of Ivan Kupala, human beings have always understood that this moment carries something extraordinary. The sun is not merely a physical body. It is a symbol of consciousness, of the life force that animates everything, of the light we carry within ourselves.

Spiritually, the Summer Solstice is associated with full awakening. If the Winter Solstice represents the seed planted in darkness, the Summer Solstice is the flower in full bloom. It is the moment when what has been growing within us stands fully revealed in the light. Nothing is hidden. Everything is illuminated. This is why so many spiritual traditions associate the Solstice with truth, clarity, and the courage to be seen.

It is also, paradoxically, a moment of surrender. The sun reaches its peak and then, almost immediately, begins its slow return toward darkness. The Solstice teaches us that even at our most brilliant, even when we are shining most fully, there is a natural turning point. There is wisdom in knowing when to let go of striving and simply rest in what has been created. This is not defeat. It is the sacred rhythm of all living things.

And honestly? It feels like the perfect time to return to writing here. This year, the Hanged Man kept finding me in readings, a card I once viewed with unease, and I finally started listening to what it was trying to tell me. The Hanged Man doesn’t speak of defeat. He speaks of surrender, of willingly stepping back to gain a perspective you simply cannot find while rushing forward. That’s exactly what this past season has felt like for me, and why returning to this space now feels so right.

Looking Back Before Moving Forward

Can you believe we’re already halfway through the year?

January arrived with big goals and fresh energy. Then life happened. Some plans moved forward beautifully. Others took unexpected detours. The Solstice gives us a natural moment to check in without judgment.

Ask yourself:

  • What have I accomplished since January?
  • What lessons have I learned?
  • What am I ready to leave behind?

Tarot is wonderful for exactly this kind of reflection. Sometimes the cards remind us we’ve made more progress than we’ve given ourselves credit for. Other times they gently reveal where we’re holding ourselves back. Either way, the conversation is always worth having.

The Hanged Man: A Card for This Moment

In the Rider Waite Smith tradition, the Hanged Man is depicted suspended upside down from a living tree, his expression calm and serene rather than distressed. He has chosen this position willingly. One leg is crossed behind the other, forming a figure four, a symbol of stability and groundedness even in an unconventional posture. A halo of light surrounds his head, suggesting illumination gained through stillness.

The Hanged Man is numbered 12 in the Major Arcana, placing him between Justice and Death, two cards deeply concerned with truth and transformation. His position in the deck is no accident. He is the necessary pause before profound change.

When the Hanged Man appears in a reading, he is rarely asking you to struggle harder or move faster. He is inviting you to do the opposite. To wait. To observe. To release the need to control outcomes. The wisdom he offers is this: sometimes the most powerful thing you can do is nothing at all, and trust that clarity will come.

At the Summer Solstice, when the sun holds its breath at the peak of the sky before beginning its slow return, the Hanged Man feels especially relevant. Both ask us to honor the pause. Both remind us that stillness is not stagnation. It is preparation.

A Simple Summer Solstice Spread

Try this three-card pull to connect with the Solstice energy:

  • Card One: What Has Blossomed? Growth and wins from the first half of the year.
  • Card Two: What Needs Releasing? Habits, fears, or beliefs keeping you stuck.
  • Card Three: Where Should I Focus Next? Guidance and opportunities for the months ahead.

Take your time. Sometimes the message arrives instantly. Other times it unfolds over a day or two.

When the Cards Challenge You

Not every reading brings comfortable cards, and that’s okay.

A difficult card isn’t a punishment. It’s simply pointing to something that needs attention, healing, or a fresh perspective. Some of my most valuable readings have been the ones that challenged me most. The Hanged Man himself is proof of that. On the surface he looks like a card of being stuck. Look deeper, and he is one of the most spiritually rich cards in the entire deck.

The cards aren’t here to judge us. They’re here to help us grow.

A Few Journaling Prompts to Close

After your reading, sit with these:

  • Which card felt most significant, and why?
  • What am I being encouraged to release?
  • Where in my life might the Hanged Man’s wisdom apply right now?
  • What one action can I take this week to move forward?

Even a few honest sentences in your journal can become something meaningful to look back on.

The Second Half Is Still Unwritten

No matter what the first six months have looked like, you have the opportunity to shape what comes next. The light is at its peak. The Hanged Man reminds us to breathe it in before we move.

I’m so glad to be back sharing this space with you. Whether you’ve been here for years or just found your way here, thank you for being part of this community.

How are you honoring the Summer Solstice this year? I’d love to hear in the comments.

Blessings,
Kim
Kim’s Esoteric Tarot Journals

The STAR – Hope and Possibilities

The Star card signals hope and possibilities. Something that we are in desperate need of during this pandemic. We are all forced globally to deal with the COVID 19 virus threat and the impact it may have on ourselves, family members and friends if contracted. For those who serve as first line responders such as law enforcement officers, deputies, state troopers, deputies, federal agents, school resource officers,emergency medical technicians, paramedics, rescuers, firefighters, military personnel, sanitation workers, public works, grocery store clerks, liquor store workers, metro transit personnel, and any other person who heads out of the safety of their homes to provide a service I salute you. The COVID 19 virus does not discriminate based on social economic status and so we are all in this together.

So where does the power of the STAR tarot card come in? During stressful times which may be prolonged; its important to remain hopeful and focus on all of the possibilities that your life has to offer. Although sometimes the days may seem dark it is important to remain calm and stay focused on your well being.  Set your mind on any goals that you may have and if If you don’t have any goals, this would be a good time to identify some. Many people have lost their jobs and may be having difficulty making ends meet. The STAR card asks that you stay calm, remain hopeful and consider any possibilities that may be available to you such as unemployment, food banks, 401k withdrawals, and personal loans from family and friends. During this time, it’s important to have faith and trust that a new day will dawn and things will eventually return to normal.
I hope that everyone stays safe! What are you thoughts on the STAR card?

King of Wands – Confident and Charasmatic Leader

iluminati King of WandsThe King of wands is a court card. Court cards are part of the minor arcana and can be very difficult to decipher as they can represent many things such as personality traits of the querent, the person the querent is inquiring about, various situations, and the elements of their suit.

The element for wands is fire. I will discuss court cards in greater length in a separate blog.  Like the queen of  wands, the  king of wands is very sexual in nature and bears the same sunflower emblem as the queen of wands.  In addition, the king of wands has the emblem leo on his throne which indicates his courage, dignity and self-pride. The Salamander at his feet indicates that the king of wands is a master of creative fire.

The king of wands is a charismatic leader in authority who is strong-minded and uses his will to dominate others.   The king of wands can also be egotistical and hot-headed. However, he is very passionate about life and lives life to the fullest.   The king of wands can also be intolerant of other people’s weaknesses.

When the king of wands appears reversed in a reading he has encountered some personal losses and defeats.  As a result, he becomes more understanding of others but begins to take a harsher stance on his view of life.

Want a more comprehensive interpretation of the 78 tarot cards which includes the King of Wands. I highly recommend “The Ultimate Guide to Tarot Card Meanings”, by Brigit Esselmont.

Princess of Swords – Inquisitive & Communicative Mind!

tarot illuminati princess of swordsThe Princess of Swords

The princess of swords  also know as the page of swords  depending on the tarot deck is a court card.  Court cards are part of the minor arcana and can be very difficult to decipher as they can represent many things such as personality traits of the querent,  the person the querent is inquiring about, situations, and the elements of their suit.  The element for swords is air.   I will discuss court cards in greater length in a separate  blog.

For the most part, princesses  possess a child like quality and represents youthful energy.  Princesses can also represent the beginning stages of any energies geared towards projects, idea, or feelings, especially qualities of a young student.  The princess of swords can indicate a person who is very inquisitive, witty and clever and because of this the princess of swords can enthusiastically and rapidly discard one idea or thought and move rapidly to another.

When the princess of swords appears in a reading, it can indicate a person that possesses the characteristics of the princess of swords or it can  indicate communication between people rather it be a co-worker, family members or love relationships.  The princess of swords can also simply indicate thoughts in a person’s head as they pertain to making plans, initiating projects, etc.

When the princess of swords appears reversed, it can indicate someone whose mind has become stagnated and as a result creative energy becomes  blocked.  The princess of swords can also indicate  someone who moves away from  standard ideas seeking to create their own.

Want a more comprehensive interpretation of the 78 tarot cards which includes the Princess (Page) of  swords. I highly recommend “The Ultimate Guide to Tarot Card Meanings”, by Brigit Esselmont.

 

Ten of Swords – Rock Bottom

tarot- iluminati 10 of swordsIn numerology, the number 10  represents completion, endings and new beginnings.

Ten e of swords  are  part of the Suite of Swords  whose  element is air.  Air  represents thoughts and intellect in the tarot.

Some key words for the ten of swords are rock bottom, back stabbed, betrayal, ruin and loss.

When the ten of  swords appears in a reading, it can indicate that an individual feels as if they have hit rock bottom and as a result feel ruined.  Any plans or goals that  the individual has set  for themselves will not turn out well when the ten of swords appears.

In addition the ten of swords might appear when a  person has been back stabbed or betrayed which leaves them feeling deeply hurt.  However the rising sunset pictured in the ten of swords tarot cards indicates that things are not as bad as they seem.  The individual will  be able to pick themselves up, dust themselves off and start anew.

When the ten of swords appears reversed in a reading in can indicate a scenario in a person’s life that did not end well.  As a result the individual has buried the pain of the event very deeply.  In order to heal they will need to revisit the pain and confront it so they can begin to heal.  The ten of sword reversed forces an individual to review their thought processes and beliefs so that they can transform for the better and open the door to new opportunities.

Want a more comprehensive interpretation of the 78 tarot cards which includes the ten  of  swords. I highly recommend “The Ultimate Guide to Tarot Card Meanings”, by Brigit Esselmont.

 

The Major and Minor Arcana in Love and Relationship Tarot Readings

Hello my faithful readers. I just read a wonderful blog by Lisa Frideborg of Love Dove Tarot. In this particular blog, Lisa provides insight in to the roles that the Major and Minor arcana tarot cards play in love and relationship readings. Enjoy!

Nine of Swords – Anxiety!

tarot illuminati 9 of swordsIn numerology, the number 9 represents fruition attainment, bringing things to a conclusion.

Nine e of swords  are  part of the Suite of Swords  whose  element is air.  Air  represents thoughts and intellect in the tarot.

Some key words for the nine of swords are anxiety, fear, worry, sleeplessness, and abuse.

The nine of swords appearing in a reading indicates a person who is fraught with worry and anxiety caused by everyday life.  This individual may have a lot of negative thoughts about themselves. Sometimes the individual might  be making a  bigger issue out of things when the issues are really smaller issues.  The nine of swords when surrounded by other cards such as the ten of swords, tower or devil tarot cards might also indicate mental illness.   Also, the nine of swords could also indicate that a person may have problems sleeping due to nightmares caused by anxiety.

When the nine of  swords appears reversed in a reading, the individual is no longer focused on their internal anxiety.  However, the individual is actually focusing negativity onto other people which as a result causes fear and anxiety in others.

Want a more comprehensive interpretation of the 78 tarot cards which includes the nine  of  swords. I highly recommend “The Ultimate Guide to Tarot Card Meanings”, by Brigit Esselmont.

 

Eight of Swords – Prison of the Mind!

tarot iluminati eight of swordsIn numerology, eight’s  represent action, change, movement and accomplishment and  attainment.

Some key words for the eight of swords are  victim mentality, bondage, obstacles, prison and lack of clarity.

When the eight of swords appears in a reading, it can indicate a state of mind where the person feels trapped or imprisoned based on some type of though patterns.  The eight of swords can also indicate that the person is stuck in a situation that they would like to get out of but there are no options available to do so are the options available may not be the right solutions.  However, the individuals feelings of being imprisoned or trapped may be self imposed.  With the 8 of swords, there is always a great possibility that the individual could  break out of their victim mentality by simply changing the way they think.

When eight of swords appears reversed in a reading in can indicate that the person has regained some clarity of though and is able to resolve the situation or  walk away from it.  The eight of swords appearing reversed in a reading can also mean that the restrictions holding the individual back have been lifted.

Want a more comprehensive interpretation of the 78 tarot cards which includes the eight of  swords. I highly recommend “The Ultimate Guide to Tarot Card Meanings”, by Brigit Esselmont.

 

Seven of Swords – Underhanded and Sneaky!

illuminati tarot seven of swordsIn numerology, seven’s represent spirituality, reflection,  assessment,  discovery and knowledge.

Some key words for the seven of swords are theft, being underhanded, trickery, deception and secrets.

When the seven of swords appears in a reading it can indicate that someone is being sneaky and underhanded. You may be the person being deceptive and going behind someone’s back to manipulate a situation, or someone may be going behind your back.   If you are the individual displaying this type of behavior you might want to rethink your position.

When the seven of swords appears reversed, be careful! It indicates that any sneaky behavior and underhanded actions will eventually be revealed no matter how hard an individual tries to hide it.  Their trickery and deception will come to the light!!

Want a more comprehensive interpretation of the 78 tarot cards which includes the seven of  swords. I highly recommend “The Ultimate Guide to Tarot Card Meanings”, by Brigit